Valentine's Day

I know it's a little early.

But here (GMT +8.00) it's exactly 7 (or is it 8) days to Valentine's~

Teehee~

I wonder if i should go classic and get chocolates. Or maybe he likes sour string tape (I know i do!)

At least i was the first to say Happy Valentine's to him. 8D

Ahaha.

Hmm... I kinda wanna prank some people for Valentine's. But i might get into some deep sh!t.

Anyways, you guys got any plans for Valentine's? :)

Or a better question yet; Who is your Valentine's?

--For me, i'm kinda torn between 2 people.

Happy CNY. :)

Happy Chinese New Year. :)

The weather's been really off lately. :/

-Not my pic. Just found it on google.

A Break

Back after that long break from my blog.

I don't really know why i own a blog.

Sometimes you just feel it's useless to type so much but never know if there's somebody there that cares for you.

So why bother?

Is that small flickering flame of hope?

That? Just that?

I don't have that.

Somebody blew that out.

I'm still wearing that mask.

The one that hides all.

Aren't i stupid for forcefully making myself depressed and sad and whatever nonsense.

It's stupid.

But i can't help it.

It's turned into something that may be irreversible.

I need help. I know i do.

I just don't have the guts to ask for it now...

Damn it

Why do i keep coming back here every time?

Broken

That's just and always how i feel...

When will you all realize it?

Flashforwards EP 2

Do you experience this too?

Well, i had another flashforward.

This one is a bit too...

PG 18?

Yeah...

Quite a disturbing future if i were to experience it.

Reduxion

Fights

What about me?

First and foremost, let me say sorry if you feel this is directed towards you. But i assure you, i mean no harm and i don't intend on hurting anybody's feelings.

Ok.

So, well, my friends are fighting.

I'm caught in the middle.

Again.

First fight finished.

Now, another.

Have you guys ever thought about me?

What about my needs?

Can't you see it affects me too?

Honestly, i love my friends and i treasure them dearly.

Then, sometimes, you guys are just a pain in the neck and i really want you all to shut up.

I'm not really a good friend you know.

Don't let yourself be close to me.

I don't mean to be like this but i am.

This is part of me.

I'm sorry.

But i will only end up hurting you guys some day.

Damn it!

I won't ever let anybody into my life again.

I refuse to let anything or anyone bound me.

Right now, only him remains.

I'm not referring to Goldfish-kun.

I'm referring to the person above all else. (To me that is)

And i hope he knows he's the only thing keeping me here.

Keeping me alive.

Keeping me smile.

Keeping me happy.

Keeping me contented.

That's all.

Have some religious issues to talk about but i guess i'll type it out next time.

Reduxion.