Envy.

Did you fall for it?

A hug.

I really need this at times.

Not just from anyone.

From someone.

Someone meaningful to me.

But

It's impossible.

I feel distant most of the time.

I could be the quite type.

But i choose not to.

Because everything is clearer when there is no noise or laughter to distract you.

I don't know what to feel.

I'm happy...

Yet

Sad...

Both at the same time.

Show me that i can open my heart.

Show me what it means to be yourself.

Show me how to love.

Show me how to be loved.

Show me the way into your heart.

And my heart's maze will just be a straight road.

Reduxion.