Confessions & Questions

Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely.

--Erma Bombeck

Ok, I admit it.

I hate being alone. I hate loneliness.

Who doesn't after all?

Heck, I still try and act all "cool" when I do feel lonely because I'm scared that people will see that as weakness and take advantage of that. People can be savages. :/

But why do I feel so lonely?

I don't get it.

I have friends. I have family. So, why am I not letting myself be happy? ):

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Am I wrong to like Adolf Hitler?

If you say yes, then it's probably these reasons:

-He killed 2 million Jews

-Led 50 million to death

-Cruel & vicious dictator

-Started WW2

If you say no, then it's probably these reasons:

-He was a great politician

-Greatest speaker & leader to ever live

-Led Germany out of recession in just 4 years

-Pioneered many weaponry & vehicles

If you don't care, then it's probably this reason:

-Everybody is entitled to their own opinion & beliefs

So, it's fine, right?

Now stop discriminating me and putting down my likes.

I never said anything about your likes and habits.

Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who do not want to fight in this world of eternal struggle do not deserve to live.

--Adolf Hitler

Have you ever...

...fell in love?

When you love a man, he becomes more than a body. His physical limbs expand, and his outline recedes, vanishes. He is rich and sweet and right. He is part of the world, the atmosphere, the blue sky and the blue water.

--Gwendolyn Brooks

That's what I agree with.

It's beautiful to be in love yet it can also bring you so much hurt.

I have friends who have been injured by it and broke down. Friends who have been injured but got back up.

You can't help it when you do fall in love, you know?

And you probably wouldn't notice that you've just fallen them either.

I guess what I mean to say is that, guard your heart.

Because when you let them in they might want to do some "redecorating"' and you might not like it. And when that happens, I always think to myself and say, "Is he/she worth it?". If they're not, then the best is to just stop yourself before they run you out of your own "house".

Don't worry. For every girl there's a boy and for every boy there's a girl so wait for the ones worth letting in. Don't let some stranger in just because they act like they know you and treat you well.

Return

//stretches

Ahh... It's been a while since I last came back here.

Seeing my childish posts really makes think about how selfish I really am.

Things To Do (2011):

1. Pass my public exam
2. Make more "memorable" memories
3. Pay attention in lessons
4. Improve self-confidence
5. GET A LIFE

Well, there's my plan for what's left of the year.

Oh, and I need to get me one of them autobiographies of Adolf Hitler.

So psyched about the ship trip. :D

Toodles~

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Maybe I'm just not cut out to write what I feel.

It's scary to me.

How bloggers end up having monologues with themselves. Not all of you of course.

I'm just sayin' ya know.