I don't really know why i own a blog.
Sometimes you just feel it's useless to type so much but never know if there's somebody there that cares for you.
So why bother?
Is that small flickering flame of hope?
That? Just that?
I don't have that.
Somebody blew that out.
I'm still wearing that mask.
The one that hides all.
Aren't i stupid for forcefully making myself depressed and sad and whatever nonsense.
It's stupid.
But i can't help it.
It's turned into something that may be irreversible.
I need help. I know i do.
I just don't have the guts to ask for it now...
