Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Shut up.

Just shut it ok!



Damn it!
I'm suppose to be happy today!
Why did everything go wrong at the last minute?!?

I know my problem...
I know the advice...

I have the "how"...
I have the "who"...
But i don't have the "why"...

And up until now i still don't know.
And if there's no "why", there is no "how" or "who"!

Then what is it?!?
What is my problem?!?
Why do i keep repeating my mistakes?!?
If failing is part of success then why have i not succeeded??
Why do i keep going back to step 1??

Why is it that i forget myself when i'm with you?
Why do i forget all my problems when i talk to you?
Why does my tongue slip when i tell you something?
Why can't i be happy?
Why can't people let me be happy?

If for every question there's an answer...
Then answer mine...
Coz i can't find it...
And i need help...
But most of you don't know how to...

Reduxion.



Monday, August 16, 2010

D=


Pffft...


Aww c'mon!
I just got insulted! D:
By guess who!!
...
...
...
My dad...

It stings a little i guess...
But i'm used to all this now.
What else can i do?
If i defend myself, i'm basically shortening my life span. (Which is kinda bad in a way. xD)

Happens to everyone i think.
Haha...
Yeah...

Now you know why i have a split personality!
I don't even open my mouth at home unless i need to eat or drink. =O
-nods-
In school well, total opposite. O.o
-sighs-

Btw, Goldfish-kun...
Thank you.
For making me smile lots today...

Reduxion.