Stay True

Never try to be someone you're not.

'Cause, you'll only end up hurting yourself.

Like how i did.

Envy takes over right about now.

And suddenly you feel like a piece of crap because somehow, you feel less wanted compared to that person.

You wonder why, why do they get more attention? More love. More comments. More friends.

Then suddenly you start feeling depressed (again) and feel even more worthless.

You do know that you're worth more than anything you could buy don't you?

Jealousy is a cruel thing.

I feel it all the time.

We're only human.

I'm only human.

Perhaps too human...

Shallow?

What is this "emo" to you?

Is it a meme?

Do you think "emo" people are just stupid?

Why do you people constantly curse them?

Do you know what they're going through?

Did you put yourself in their shoes?

Or another proposal.

What is "anime" to you?

Is it just some "la-la" thing?

Do you think it's stupid to enjoy or i dunno just tell the world about it?

Why didn't you even try to see it from my point of view?

I've never questioned yours.

I just wanna know why you never gave it a chance.

And if you're gonna answer me like this; "So? It's just me right? I didn't say you had to follow me." etc etc.

It shows me that you are defensive against your own opinion.

Somehow, i think that you don't even know what's to hate about it.

But this is just an example.

Why are people so shallow?

Why are they're minds so shut?

Why are they just stuck to the core?

I don't understand why you need to insult something you've never delved in to.

You let me down.

I thought you were different Esile but i guess you're just a normal kid after all.

1 Day Holiday

At least i'm not too lazy today to update this blog.

Today's a holiday. For the country.

It's the Prophet's birthday i think (?).

Anyways, how did you guys celebrate Valentine's?

Do you know the history of Saint Valentine's Day?

You should check it out when you're free.

But, well, who likes reading history anyway?

Probably just a handful of people. (Including myself~ xD)

Shucks. I'm kinda sad that he asked me to be his Valentine's.

I hesitated though i wanted to say yes.

I think i was scared. Maybe.

I dunno really.

Somebody explain this to me! D:

Valentine's Day

I know it's a little early.

But here (GMT +8.00) it's exactly 7 (or is it 8) days to Valentine's~

Teehee~

I wonder if i should go classic and get chocolates. Or maybe he likes sour string tape (I know i do!)

At least i was the first to say Happy Valentine's to him. 8D

Ahaha.

Hmm... I kinda wanna prank some people for Valentine's. But i might get into some deep sh!t.

Anyways, you guys got any plans for Valentine's? :)

Or a better question yet; Who is your Valentine's?

--For me, i'm kinda torn between 2 people.

Happy CNY. :)

Happy Chinese New Year. :)

The weather's been really off lately. :/

-Not my pic. Just found it on google.

A Break

Back after that long break from my blog.

I don't really know why i own a blog.

Sometimes you just feel it's useless to type so much but never know if there's somebody there that cares for you.

So why bother?

Is that small flickering flame of hope?

That? Just that?

I don't have that.

Somebody blew that out.

I'm still wearing that mask.

The one that hides all.

Aren't i stupid for forcefully making myself depressed and sad and whatever nonsense.

It's stupid.

But i can't help it.

It's turned into something that may be irreversible.

I need help. I know i do.

I just don't have the guts to ask for it now...

Damn it

Why do i keep coming back here every time?