Exams!

Exams...

Are a kid's/teenager's worst nightmare.

Time is passing so fast. Mid-year examinations are next week.

I really have to study my science and maths.

And maths isnt really 'studyable'.

OMG!

-panics-

Maths is like, covers 2 grades!

NOOO!!!

Science isnt so bad.

BUT geography!

1 to 28 1/2 chapters!

OMGOMG!!!!

Lol. Why am i panicking?

It's not like i've forgotten about those particular places anyway.

It's just the number i guess.

The only thing is...

MATHS.

MY.WORST.NIGHTMARE.

And also...,

I.HATE.MATHS.

But

MATHS.IS.EVERYWHERE.

And to that i say...

OH.MY.GAWD.

Redux signing off.

Smile.

Smile. :)

Sadly? :'(

Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky You’ll get by… If you smile With your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just…

Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile, what’s the use of crying You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just…

Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky You’ll get by…

If you smile Through your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile…

That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile, what’s the use of crying You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile

~ Michael Jackson Smile lyrics

-Smile and the world smiles back at you-

I have a special friend who constantly reminds to smile.

With the quote above.

Even if i feel down, at least i know i can tell that person.

That person never judges me.

Never abandon me.

Never lets me feel sad.

Never gets me mad.

Never lost hope in me.

Never stopped caring for me.

I love that person so much.

And i've caused them so much problems and pain.

I dont know how to make it up to them.

And the guilt is eating me alive.

Redux signing off.

Mundane Mondays.

I Hate Mondays.

Ugh. Have i told you how much i hate Mondays? No?

Well now you know. =="

Why do they have to be so boring and formal?

And they wonder why we love Friday.

Lol.

I'm not really sleepy but my eyes are killing me!

They're bloodshot i tell you!

And i keep blinking!

Maybe i should go to bed early.

Then again...

I don wanna. :P

I cant make up my mind!

-whispers-

-ini-mini-miney-mo!-

Staying up it is!

Hope your Mondays arent as mundane as mine!

Neko-chan signing off.

Cold & Emotionless Eyes.

Cold. Emotionless.

Hello world. How are you feeling today?

Sad? Happy? Contented? Lethargic?

I feel, hmmm...

Cold and emotionless at the moment.

If you think girls are always more understanding than boys then think again.

Because i found somebody who i think i'll be good friends with.

Yay?

I hope so at the least.

I need somebody else i can talk to anyway.

Some one who's somewhat 'mature'.

And no, the rest of you aren't mature one bit.

-Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

but by the number of moments that take our breath away.-

Redux signing off.

History Report & More~

History Report.

ARGH! I hate doing history projects! They're so annoying! And they give me so much stress!

Well, the good thing is i'm nearly done! xD

Yay!

More.

Anyways, we had science and maths week. (which totally sucked btw... ==")

I was involved with the quiz and of course with only me as the form 2 and 2 form 1s we were not gonna be, how to say, successful?? -sigh-

We ended up last but i guess it wasn't a total loss coz i still got to talk to 'him'. =3

Hehe^^

Guess that accounts for something, right? xD

Ooh~ And his birthday is coming really soon!

I dunno what i should get him.

Probably something just as cute as him.

Or maybe something for Scruffy?

Hmmm...

I think his class is celebrating his birthday tomorrow although it's not tomorrow.

Oh pooh~!

I gotta get a present quick!!

Conclusion?

Overall, my day was kinda fun. Especially towards the end if you know what i mean. ;)

Heehee!

Oh science PEKA experiment tomorrow too!

Wee~ Guess who's class! x3

Redux signing off.

Hello.

Hello World.

-♪♫-

"Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello"

"If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry"

"Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday"

-♪♫-

I don't think many people know about this song. But i really feel it. The meaning of this song. The lies that live for you instead of the real you.

And i can't turn back now because i'll lose anything and everything.

-sigh- There is no turn-back point for me.

All i can do now is keep this masquerade going until i finally break apart and have to be sown together again.

And the whole process restarts.

I really hope you guys will here the song so i'll link you to a youtube video.

>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih61MJ72v1Y

Redux signing off.

Why?

Why?

Why do my efforts keep going unnoticed?

And i can't express it to people because then they'll think i'm being, i dunno, arrogant?

I think i'll stop going that extra mile. Not like anyone is going to care.

Parents. NO. Teachers. NOT LIKELY. Friends. NOT LIKELY either.

Well, at least i know there's at least 2 people i can still go that extra mile for. =')

That's reassuring actually.

Then again only 1 of the 2 would actually notice and thank me somehow.

At least there IS still somebody, right?

Heh...

-Sigh- Reminds me of a famous Shakesperian poem.

Life's Brief Candle

"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted out fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,

And then is heard no more; it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing."

-To be forgotten and never heard from ever again-

Redux signing off.