History Report & More~

History Report.

ARGH! I hate doing history projects! They're so annoying! And they give me so much stress!

Well, the good thing is i'm nearly done! xD

Yay!

More.

Anyways, we had science and maths week. (which totally sucked btw... ==")

I was involved with the quiz and of course with only me as the form 2 and 2 form 1s we were not gonna be, how to say, successful?? -sigh-

We ended up last but i guess it wasn't a total loss coz i still got to talk to 'him'. =3

Hehe^^

Guess that accounts for something, right? xD

Ooh~ And his birthday is coming really soon!

I dunno what i should get him.

Probably something just as cute as him.

Or maybe something for Scruffy?

Hmmm...

I think his class is celebrating his birthday tomorrow although it's not tomorrow.

Oh pooh~!

I gotta get a present quick!!

Conclusion?

Overall, my day was kinda fun. Especially towards the end if you know what i mean. ;)

Heehee!

Oh science PEKA experiment tomorrow too!

Wee~ Guess who's class! x3

Redux signing off.

Hello.

Hello World.

-♪♫-

"Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello"

"If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry"

"Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday"

-♪♫-

I don't think many people know about this song. But i really feel it. The meaning of this song. The lies that live for you instead of the real you.

And i can't turn back now because i'll lose anything and everything.

-sigh- There is no turn-back point for me.

All i can do now is keep this masquerade going until i finally break apart and have to be sown together again.

And the whole process restarts.

I really hope you guys will here the song so i'll link you to a youtube video.

>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih61MJ72v1Y

Redux signing off.

Why?

Why?

Why do my efforts keep going unnoticed?

And i can't express it to people because then they'll think i'm being, i dunno, arrogant?

I think i'll stop going that extra mile. Not like anyone is going to care.

Parents. NO. Teachers. NOT LIKELY. Friends. NOT LIKELY either.

Well, at least i know there's at least 2 people i can still go that extra mile for. =')

That's reassuring actually.

Then again only 1 of the 2 would actually notice and thank me somehow.

At least there IS still somebody, right?

Heh...

-Sigh- Reminds me of a famous Shakesperian poem.

Life's Brief Candle

"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted out fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,

And then is heard no more; it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing."

-To be forgotten and never heard from ever again-

Redux signing off.

Living Life.

Live Your Life.

This kinda like a famous saying. "Live Your Life." Pretty sure you all know it. :D

But do any of you realise that in it there are 'lies'?

One at the beginning and one at the end.

Have you overcome it?

Well, actually everybody has told a lie whether they remember it or not.

But i wonder, if lying is bad and you're lying to protect something or somebody, is it wrong?

Just imagine that it happened and you're protecting your friend or something.

Would it be considered wrong?

This is my question to you for today.

The best we can do is just try our best to be honest. And you all know what will happen to liars. No matter what religion you follow. =)

I'll leave you with a quote.

"The purpose of life is to live it, taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eargerly and without fear for newer and richer experiences."

-Eleanore Roosevelt-

Redux signing off.

Friendships; made to last or not?

Friendships. Were They Made To Last?

i might sound a little dramatic here but yeah. That's my question. And the answer i'll probably get is that some are and some aren't.

But that's not what i really want to know.

What i really want to know is how to preserve and keep that friendship. And i've tried so hard just to make sure my friends don't fight and don't argue. i know the others try too but i keep ending up as the 3rd person or the one stuck in the middle. So, it's tiring. Why does this keep happening around this time of the year?

My friends are disagreeing with each other and they displeased. -sigh- I'm, like, so stuck.

And you know what they say, "You can't please everyone." So, somehow 1 way or another i'll be sure to upset another friend.

GRAH!

This is so annoying.

Btw, something else happened to one of my good friends. I don't think i'll post it coz i didn't get her permission to post about it. Damn it!

What am i suppose to do? How will i ever be rid of these kinds of problems? Why do i even care?

Is it coz i have nothing else to hold on to?

Redux.

You never know what you've got till it's gone.

Wearing down.

Weariness, tiredness, sorrowful.

I'm so tired. I probably wasted all my energy today being high on cloud 9 lol. -sigh-

I'm tired of this charade. I can't believe i put up with this everyday.

Well, as long as it's just me, right?

Then i don't need anyone to share my sorrow.

Why does everyone think they know me so easily?

Sure, i'm not a very complicated person but i still have my problems too you know?

Stop labelling or branding me o.k?

I hate it when that happens.

Most of the time i'd rather be with just 1 or 2 people. Other people just spoil my mood.

Just like my parents.

Well, we watched a cantonese movie/vid during P.E today.

Apparently it's a real life story which supposedly 'relates' teenagers and families out there.

Then again, i fail too see it. Not that i don't get the moral. It's just that... i don't feel remorse, regret? I really don't... Probably coz i already ate my heart out. Haha. It's just a black hole. Lol. Anyway, the daughter of the two grows up rebellious and the regular stuff happens.

But it all got better in the end.

Like it always does.

Today was bitter-sweet.

CZE, signing off.

Goodnight everyone.

Fun~ NOT!

Sports Day (Finally!)

Well sports day was today and it's finally over.

Nothing much today coz i'm too tired and well, my day was juz boring...

-sigh-

Suux...

Neko going to bed.