I Knew It.

I was right...

Well, my predictions were spot on.

And i finally asked Ms. R why i didn't get picked.

I knew i didn't need to.

Coz i had that intuition, you know?

But well, some certain friends of mine convinced me to do so.

The reason why i didn't really want to ask is because i knew what was coming.

I was gonna sit through the same lecture again.

And it's the 4th one this year.

They're all the same.

BGR.

I'm not involved in any.

And is it that hard a fact to accept?

Dammit.

If you're not implying that i am in fact in a relationship then why?

Why don't you people trust me to handle myself?

Is it just coz i'm a teen?

I can't handle it?

I'm too immature?

Well, news flash!

It's the 21st century.

There are teens who are sometimes i feel that are more mature than all of you.

If you believe in miracles then why can't you believe in this?

If you believe in your God and trust that he will protect you all and guide you all then why is it that i can't enjoy my day for once without having to worry about you people giving us a bad name?

You are all hypocrites.

C'mon, even Mdm S agrees with me.

And today, Goldfish-kun even asked me why i'm always sad.

And the only reason i could come up with was that i'm not.

Truthfully, i don't know why either.

I know i don't have to be.

But again it seems as if i owe the universe my life.

I just wish there was somebody else whom i trust wholesomely to confide in.

I wish he knew.

Right now, i don't think prefecture is worth anything.

Especially not if i have to choose between friends and future.

And though, i've been told that it's ok and i can still talk and be a prefect i seriously don't think i can lie and not break down once for the next 3 years.

And when i do break down, this time nobody can save me...

Reduxion.