Cold & Emotionless Eyes.

Cold. Emotionless.

Hello world. How are you feeling today?

Sad? Happy? Contented? Lethargic?

I feel, hmmm...

Cold and emotionless at the moment.

If you think girls are always more understanding than boys then think again.

Because i found somebody who i think i'll be good friends with.

Yay?

I hope so at the least.

I need somebody else i can talk to anyway.

Some one who's somewhat 'mature'.

And no, the rest of you aren't mature one bit.

-Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

but by the number of moments that take our breath away.-

Redux signing off.

History Report & More~

History Report.

ARGH! I hate doing history projects! They're so annoying! And they give me so much stress!

Well, the good thing is i'm nearly done! xD

Yay!

More.

Anyways, we had science and maths week. (which totally sucked btw... ==")

I was involved with the quiz and of course with only me as the form 2 and 2 form 1s we were not gonna be, how to say, successful?? -sigh-

We ended up last but i guess it wasn't a total loss coz i still got to talk to 'him'. =3

Hehe^^

Guess that accounts for something, right? xD

Ooh~ And his birthday is coming really soon!

I dunno what i should get him.

Probably something just as cute as him.

Or maybe something for Scruffy?

Hmmm...

I think his class is celebrating his birthday tomorrow although it's not tomorrow.

Oh pooh~!

I gotta get a present quick!!

Conclusion?

Overall, my day was kinda fun. Especially towards the end if you know what i mean. ;)

Heehee!

Oh science PEKA experiment tomorrow too!

Wee~ Guess who's class! x3

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Hello.

Hello World.

-♪♫-

"Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello"

"If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry"

"Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday"

-♪♫-

I don't think many people know about this song. But i really feel it. The meaning of this song. The lies that live for you instead of the real you.

And i can't turn back now because i'll lose anything and everything.

-sigh- There is no turn-back point for me.

All i can do now is keep this masquerade going until i finally break apart and have to be sown together again.

And the whole process restarts.

I really hope you guys will here the song so i'll link you to a youtube video.

>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih61MJ72v1Y

Redux signing off.

Why?

Why?

Why do my efforts keep going unnoticed?

And i can't express it to people because then they'll think i'm being, i dunno, arrogant?

I think i'll stop going that extra mile. Not like anyone is going to care.

Parents. NO. Teachers. NOT LIKELY. Friends. NOT LIKELY either.

Well, at least i know there's at least 2 people i can still go that extra mile for. =')

That's reassuring actually.

Then again only 1 of the 2 would actually notice and thank me somehow.

At least there IS still somebody, right?

Heh...

-Sigh- Reminds me of a famous Shakesperian poem.

Life's Brief Candle

"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted out fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,

And then is heard no more; it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing."

-To be forgotten and never heard from ever again-

Redux signing off.