Sorry!

SUJU! Lol. JK!

Hey hey, so sorry i didn't post about anything.

Well actually, nothing to post about.

Only thing is one problem after another.

And i'm trying to figure out some stuff.

Don't know if i can cover this one up for long though.

After all, i can be a little too trusty. (Is 'trusty' a real word? Nvm.)

Wonder if i'll ever be rid of this...

Nox signing off.

Think Of Me.

Thinking about you.

O.K i admit it...

I get jealous and kinda sad when other girls hang out with you.

But i say i'm pretty good at hiding my feelings. ;)

Considering that people dont know 'till i say it and if i say it they think that i'm just fooling around.

Well, it doesn't matter to me if you noticed or not.

As long as you actually remember me or my name.

I'm really contented.

Like the picture above, i guess thinking about you just puts a smile on my face.

Say, is it too much to ask for your old, round specs?

Memories... :3

Hehe~

Neko signing off.

A Place.

A place...

In my heart.

This might sound stupid but I think i'm in love.

And i honestly dont know if it's just a phase or it's real.

But, i really dont want this feeling to go away.

It makes me so happy just to see you.

But sad knowing that if this is just a crush my heart will break and i'll cry.

I noticed that you changed your glasses today.

I miss the old, round ones. You looked like a goldfish. (This isnt an insult. Trust me.)

So cute!

Frameless black glasses make you look more...

uhm...

cool?

Either way i still love everything about you.

And anything about you just cheers me up.

You might have gotten some hints that i like you and think that it's nothing.

And realistically i know that even if i wanted to spend some time with you it is quite impossible for anything more.

So, i'll just settle with what i have.

Like i always tell my friends and myself.

"As long as he's happy, i'm happy."

And a quote;

"We loved with a love that was more than love."

-Edgar Allan Poe-

And as they say, better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

And though they also say love conquers all, i think this might just be a phase.

But what i feel every time i see him or talk to him is one of its kind.

-Edit-

So even if you're just passing by in my life I still have a reserved place in my heart deep inside and it's just for you.

Can't believe i forgot to add this part but hey, i fixed it. :P

So, i just say, i 'love' you?

Neko signing and sighing off.

I'm Falling Sick.

Sick?

Oh no~!

I'm falling sick and the exam is like, what, 2 days away???

There are only 2 options ;

1. Get sick and die. (No exams! Yay!)

or

2. Recover before exam starts and die when i flunk.

Either way it still leads me to me grave so...

Dammit... =="

Redux.

Drawing Nearer.

Exams... this Thursday...

Time passes so fast.

And i've not been studying well.

Not coz i dun wanna it's coz i dunno how.

I just hope lady luck is on my side if i do get stuck.

Won't be updating much for the next 2 weeks so,

oh well eh?

TTYL!

Exams!

Exams...

Are a kid's/teenager's worst nightmare.

Time is passing so fast. Mid-year examinations are next week.

I really have to study my science and maths.

And maths isnt really 'studyable'.

OMG!

-panics-

Maths is like, covers 2 grades!

NOOO!!!

Science isnt so bad.

BUT geography!

1 to 28 1/2 chapters!

OMGOMG!!!!

Lol. Why am i panicking?

It's not like i've forgotten about those particular places anyway.

It's just the number i guess.

The only thing is...

MATHS.

MY.WORST.NIGHTMARE.

And also...,

I.HATE.MATHS.

But

MATHS.IS.EVERYWHERE.

And to that i say...

OH.MY.GAWD.

Redux signing off.

Smile.

Smile. :)

Sadly? :'(

Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky You’ll get by… If you smile With your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just…

Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile, what’s the use of crying You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just…

Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky You’ll get by…

If you smile Through your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile…

That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile, what’s the use of crying You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile

~ Michael Jackson Smile lyrics

-Smile and the world smiles back at you-

I have a special friend who constantly reminds to smile.

With the quote above.

Even if i feel down, at least i know i can tell that person.

That person never judges me.

Never abandon me.

Never lets me feel sad.

Never gets me mad.

Never lost hope in me.

Never stopped caring for me.

I love that person so much.

And i've caused them so much problems and pain.

I dont know how to make it up to them.

And the guilt is eating me alive.

Redux signing off.