Give Me A Sign.

This is a nice song.

A touching one. ='(

Kill you?

Ice cream has never tasted this bitter.

The damned rumors have started up again.

Can't people just leave us alone?

Just because we're the opposite gender doesn't mean we're in a relationship.

You people make me sick!

I'll spit on your graves one day!!

How can you people use us as an excuse to have a relationship?!?

You have no right!

You don't even care what rumors will do to other people's lives or careers!

How can you be so ignorant?!?

So stupid?!?

So... so...

Selfish!?!

It's because of you people that I can never really let myself go.

I always have to listen and watch out for these things.

It's because of you people that my friend has to suffer and fix these things.

And I have to submit myself in solitude and silence just so you people can shut up!

I will rip out your tongues and hearts some day...

I will make you eat it...

And make sure you swallow your words along with them...

But before i do that, i'll stab you once for each rumor you've spread and tear out your guts as reminiscence of the guilt you should've known before.

NoxRedux observing you.

Miracles.

They happen, you know?

Whether they're life-changing or small and can't be noticed.

They happen.

Like for instance, it happened to me today.

Wasn't really life changing.

More on the ridiculous and will probably you laugh kind of miracle.

None the less, it was still quite funny.

Sometimes, I still wonder...

Why me?

What'd in the world did i just do?

By the way, i was training. With the squash racket and ball. It was a smaller one and after awhile of succeeding and failing, i hit the ball and it got wedged in between the ceiling and some wire tube thingy. Seriously! This doesn't happen to people!

Oh, and i tried to get it down.

I hit and kicked the wall.

With help too!

But...

Well, the ball wants to be spider-man and it wouldn't come down. T.T"

I guess we had a good time laughing about it.

I wonder who's the first to notice it when they go down to the sports complex.

And yeah this totally happened.

Seriously?

Seriously!

Neko feeling silly.

Eiran-kun.

Eiran-kun.

Why are you so down lately?

What happened?

I want to know. I don't mean to be nosy.

But...

It hurts my heart to hear, read or see you like that.

Maybe I'm being dramatic but I feel worse than you do.

Because I'm somebody... who just can't offer any help.

I don't mean to be selfish.

But please. Don't.

Don't be sad Eiran-kun.

You'll always have somebody who loves you.

I don't want to see you so sad or depressed.

I know you're better than that.

So, I'm just saying...

Get well soon.

You'll get through it.

I know this.

Neko, heartbroken.

Boston Legal.

Alan Shore!

Hey all, I've just recently started watching Boston Legal Season 5. Woo! It's funny and sophisticated as ever. Btw, it's not dry or boring. It's quite the contrary.

Did i mention i adore James Spader as Alan Shore?

xD

Oh, another thing, holidays are over. The 2nd semester started today. Worst part of today was i didn't get to see Goldfish-kun or my ''daddy".

-sigh-

I hope Goldfish-kun comes back by tomorrow. T.T

If not, then the day after tomorrow.

And if not the day after tomorrow, then I really hope that he's o.k. and not sick or in trouble or anything.

Well, all and all it was a pretty casual day.

Your Day.

Sad post on a sad blog. What could be more fitting?

Falling for that person could be the worst thing that has happened to me. But in a good way?

I feel sad knowing that they've had a bad day.

And i really really just want to cheer you up or leave you a comment.

But...

I can't.

Maybe it's coz i'm self-conscious?

I think it's more of your self-conscious i'm looking out for.

I can't let me bring you down.

So i can't do much.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Oh btw, about your 18th June post,

I think i might have a few quotes to cheer you up (not sure whether it's related or not but quotes always inspire me so...) but too bad you wont actually be able or want to read it.

It's fine.

I made it this way anyways.

Oh the quotes;

-You don't take a photograph, you make it.-

-When that shutter clicks, anything else that can be done afterward is not worth consideration.-

They weren't easy to find. They were about photography.

Hope they inspired you or cheered you up.

Btw, beauty is in the eye of it's beholder and i think that your photographs are lively even if you don't think so.

Neko-chan having stomachache.

Bye!

Sorry!

SUJU! Lol. JK!

Hey hey, so sorry i didn't post about anything.

Well actually, nothing to post about.

Only thing is one problem after another.

And i'm trying to figure out some stuff.

Don't know if i can cover this one up for long though.

After all, i can be a little too trusty. (Is 'trusty' a real word? Nvm.)

Wonder if i'll ever be rid of this...

Nox signing off.